| Location | Calgary |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 29/12/2008 |
| Date of Death | 17/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 680 since 31/12/2008 |
| Creator |
On sept 8, 2008 i took 3 pregnancy test and they all came out positive, i was over the moon with joy, i couldn't beieve it, deffinetly wasn't planned but very wanted. My husband and I had just gotten married on july 26, 2008. On sept 15 i told a co-worker and i said now alll i have to do is not loosing baby (don't know why i thought this, but i was scared i was going to miscarry)Everything seemed to be going well. I saw the doctor, had everything confirmed and started planning. On sept 25 i started spotting, just barley but i could see it, called the doctor and she said that it can be common and not to worry to much. Started to really bleed on oct 5, went to a walk-in/emegency time place, my cervix was closed and my hcg levels were high, doctor also told me my uterous was the same size as someone typically 12 weeks, she was pretty sure it was twins, but i was going to be sent for a urgent ultrasound. I went for my ultra sound on cot 7, 2008, i was still bleeding, they couldn't find a baby all they could find was a sac, i was supossed to be 7 weeks, but the sac was measuring at 4 weeks and 4 days. I went for another ultrasound on the 17th(9 weeks), and nothing had changed, the technician tried to be encouraging but I knew, nothing had changed in ten days, i had lost you. Looking back i remember passing a clot that looked like a little baby, but i refused to believe it was you, i tried to save you but i couldn't. I didn't pass the sac until dec 29, 2008 and that seemed to make it worse, i had felt a little bit healed, and then seeing that sac made you real. You were in me, i was pregnant, i was going to have a baby. I knew in my heart you were a boy. Not a day goes by that i don't think aboout you and wonder, i'll never know for sure if there was just you or if you had a sibling in there that i don't know about. I lost you before I even knew you, baby boy. I can't wait to hold you in my arms one day, I never got to say good-bye, but i know that day i will say hello to you.
Your Mom ( & Daddy), forever
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Birthday In Heaven by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xx
Special Angel Day - by Carmelle Gross
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
X X
for you liam
Heavens Playground xxx
♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫
There’s a playground up in Heaven
Where all the children go
It’s a place that’s full of laughter
Unlike this world here below
There’s a playground up in Heaven
Where all our angels play
And the hearts there are so happy
Unlike our hearts feel today
There’s a garden up in Heaven
Where the roses blossom still
While below it feels like winter
All the angels feel no chill
In that garden up in Heaven
You will never find a tear
How we wish we could be with them
Or we still had them down here
There’s no crying in that playground
Just their happy faces there
There’s no pain and there’s no heartache
There’s no illness or despair
They’re too busy with their playing
They’re too happy making friends
It’s their parents wanting answers
And their broken hearts to mend
As they play in Heaven’s playground
All our little angels sing
They don’t question why they’re up there
They don’t ask for anything
All our children play together
In that playground in the sky.
love claire ,somebody sent me this i thought it was beautifull x
hey baby boy,
Just thinking about you today, I'm planting a tree in your name. I hope your in heaven with your aunty and having a lot of fun. I miss you, my baby with wings
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